Insomnia, Paranoid, Rants

Last evening, got a call from HQ7SIB/BRC office. They again ask when my status is ending and when it started. Well it reminded me of the dreaded camp, fake platoon mates and no feelings Platoon Commander. Well, the Platoon Sergeant thinks that I am feigning illness. Platoon Commander doesn’t know about the seriousness of the matter. What the 2 of them are thinking must be tekaning and tekaning whole day long.

Last night while rolling around on bed. Memories of what the PS and PC said before flashed across my mind like watching a movie. The stupid stuffs PS want us to do, what PC expect of us and such. And of cos, how some of the platoon mates fcuk care about you when you need them, yet you help them when they need help.

*ahhh* I don’t gel with people well as I aint really a verbal person in real life. Most people who don’t know me find me unfriendly. I don’t know how to game so don’t hang around with friends. Have a feeling that I only exist on the Internet realm.

Alright back to topic. On the last day of my hospitalization, my Sniper PC called rang me up, telling me in a harsh tone “So when you back? 25th is it? Make sure you do your clearance at the SSC (Singapore Shooting Contingent) before you come back. And make sure you don’t get anymore MC after that”. Sigh.. Instead of asking me about my surgery and asking me to rest well. Told me all these stuffs.

Another one is the Sniper PS. That time went to Tan Tock Seng Hospital for review and got referred to National University Hospital for surgery. In the meantime got MC to cover. So called him to inform him about it. He is another one who reply in harsh tone, “Huh? Thought you said that you are coming back this week. Why go get another MC?”. Crap. Couldn’t he just express some concern to let me feel that I am part of the Sniping team?

Unlike those people at SSC, at least they ask me how am I feeling. When I talk, they will jokefully comment that my breathing rate is increasing and ask me to relax and such. At least they called me up during my hospitalization period to ask me how am I doing. Bored or not and such. Sigh.

2 different units, 2 different ways of treating patients. I really dread going back to HQ7SIB/BRC because of the way they treat people. Arg..

Counting down to 25th…