I am who I am…

What’s wrong with people with character that bottle things up? Yes, I keep problems to myself, as I dunno how and who to speak to. I keep questions to myself, because I have got nobody to ask. I keep thoughts to myself, cos I dunno how to convey them. I keep feelings to myself, because I dunno how to express them. I am brought up this way, and I cant help it.

There are friends I wish to keep to contact with, there are people that I love and loved and wish to continue loving, but I just cant express it.

I know nothing, except those things I’ve got interest in.

Sigh. How’s I wish people knew I am like this by nature, not that I am unfriendly. When can I find someone who understands my character? There’s no point forcing me to say my inner thoughts, I cant convey them in words. End up regretting most of the time…